Archive for September, 2007

Monday, September 3rd, 2007

Just thought I’d document this time, and put it into writing:

On 0905 later on around about two or so hours from now, I’m going to be attempting another driving test, at the Liverpool RTA Office. As some of you would probably already know, I’ve already failed twice due to unpredictable and unavoidable reasons. I pray today, that I may have the strength from God to overcome those unpredictable and unavoidable hurdles that might come up later on. Bill Gates once said: "Success is a bad teacher, seducing people that they can never lose". If I fail this, I know I won’t cry anymore because crying isnt gonna get me that driving license. [LOL]. Re-book for another test, and keep the fight until it is done. I think I’ve failed one too many times to be depressed about failing again. If I pass, I shall be forever grateful to the Lord Almighty.

Have a good day guys!

"Ad Majorem Dei Gloriam"- For the Greater Glory of God.

HELP!!

Sunday, September 2nd, 2007

I’m having a breakdown right now, OMG! OMG! help!!! help!! It’s 2PM Trial Exams start at 6PM and my driving test is in less than 24 hours from now..

How do you comfort yourself in time like these? hmm, well.. Writing to this blog doesnt seem to be working right now??

ok.. I’m just gonnna think. If I fail my driving test, so what? There’s always a next time.. If I fail my Business Test.. I CANT!! I’m reigning top notch in class at the moment.. IT CANT HAPPEN!! NOOOOOO!!!!

I am soo0ooo not SANE right now. :((

Well, look whos here….

Saturday, September 1st, 2007

Just like the tittle,.. if this classic blog of mine had a set of oral instruments to express itself it would be saying.. "Well look who’s here"… [lol] It’s been such a long time now since I’ve written for this blog, because I’ve been pre-occupied with my blogspot page [www.carmeloray.blogspot.com] . yes! I’ve actually been betraying this one for another one for the following reasons:

The other one has features where you can put CSS Apps [videos, pictures, etc..] and you can enhance and personalise it better.

Well, looking back at the posts I’ve posted on this page, and the comments I receive in here, it seems like it’s always good to stick to your original one. At blogspot, the only comment I get is from my old best bud Derek and that’s about it.. Yes, I get 5 views/day on that blog from people all over the world.. but hello? Do they leave comments.. NO! Do they actually read my posts.. NO! I bet you they just flick around the pages and drool at all my luvos in there. Such a pitty!

Anywaiz,.. I’m feeling really sad right now, and I’ve been pre-occupying myself with useless things to do, where I dont have to worry and think of anything. Hence, I ended up in this blog and I read the old posts and comments I’ve written. I was so touched reading Seymoure, Noona, and Bea’s comments.. LOL. At least in here, people I KNOW comment .. LOL, although they only commented on 3/10 posts I’ve made.. LOL.. ok, enough on comments. So yeah.. I just thought I’d write here again.. The background seems more "homely" coz it’s black, and the fonts are white, so my posts are more readable..

Some updates..:

As of my last blog, which was when I was yet still in the middle of my HSC ride.. Now, I am on the ending/concluding part of it. My trial exams are starting in like.. 48 hours, and for some reason I just feel so numb about it. I’m not as stressed as I thought I would be. Not as stressed as when I had topic tests before! Which is very weird, mind you!! Also, I am officially assessment free, as I have mentioned on my other blog.. YES! It’s amazing.. No more lame old High School Assignments.. For now, before uni starts. What else?? I noticed how I talked about gym in here, well.. I’ve been going regularly. In the past weeks it’s been with Seymoure and Francis at the Campbelltown club, but nowadays I like my peace and quiet, working out alone at Parramatta.

I’ve developed a new hobby of "escaping the daily grind" at Gloria Jeans inside the Borders bookstore.. hahahah. Yes, there’s no Starbucks so I’m left with no choice. I finished reading the first book that I bought for myself EVER, at that place.. on a nice gloomy winters day!! It was so0o picture perfect. Also, I’m 18 now!! Not that you dont know yet. I recall I used to fuss about how to celebrate it, iin this blog. Well, I was’nt actually able to do so due to my promotion to being a Shift Supervisor for my store during that month. So, instead I worked my ass off during those days. Though, I did have dinner with friend at Sydney Tower, at their buffett level. It was worthwhile, specially having the moon at view just right in front of you!!

Guys,… I hope someone is reading this .. lol. If you are, do leave a comment or two so I know you’re there.

I will still be updating my blogspot so I can post pictures and videos.

Laterz guys!