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MERRY MERRY HOLIDAYS, HAPPY SUCCESSFUL NEW YEAR, and a JOYOUS CHRISTMAS to ALL my FRIENDSTERS.

Thanks for the greetings:

SAMANTHA PAMELA: merry effin christmas hey?? hahaha. it was rather naughty, but thanks for being a friendster. thanks for your songs.. you are a great singer and a really really SEXY rapper!! hahaha. up till now I still listen to that remix you did on beautiful girls..

POLAROID the text message was touching.
It’s a pleasure to be able to help you.. you are such a gorgeous girl, take your time in making decisions in life.. make sure they are worth taking the risk for, and.. don’t get the LOVE thing get to you.. I hope things go well with you and that RED guy. haha.

ANDREW MICHAEL thanks for the greetings on my comment box (that kid was cute) was that you when your were young?

SHOLLEN what would christmas be w/o the mr. snow man??! thanks for greeting.

ARCHANGEL your greeting was kinda revealing, but HECK who cares, thanks for the greeting!

MIGUEL (mitch) thanks for remembering, it’s really great having you here in friendster. Your one of a kind, i’d love to meet you one day.

JHAYRIZA thanks for the comment greeting (naughy mrs. clause)!!

EDZ i cant view what the comment you gave me was, but i’m guessing its an xmas graphic. thanks for entertaining me with your messages.. I hope you’d keep on, i miss them!

UNCOVER !! I don’t really know what you’re real name is, but thanks for the greeting, and CHEER UP.. life is a bitch, all you gotta do is be a bitch back! hehe. thanks for remembering me this christmas..

AJ!! thanks for the greetings, i got your message

JZCE (i’m not sure your real name too) but thanks for the greetings

NICKO!! did you even greet me?? well, thanks for being there saying goodnight to me now and then.. hahaha. *here we go again* .. LOL. I hope it’s not ME you want to kill.. coz I don’t see why!

to everyone who didnt greet ME, happy holidays! SORRY guys, I’m going through so much right now (decision making stuff) I rarely get time to even
comment and message anymore.. sorry for the shortcomings..

to my photo critique, forever childhood friend, partner in crime, and purge machine when I get frustrated with life: DEREK! please… dont you ever dissapear for FIVE years again! stay around.. please. let me know your whereabouts. *pag update pirmi ha!

to my old H.S. classmates in filz. Class of 1 Canisius S.Y. 2002-2003 … stephanie thanks for the greeting, to all the other peepz! i miss you all, you guys are treasures worth cherishing.

XUGS people, specially Jericho.. haha. I couldnt even count the many greetings on YM that you’ve sent me.. MERRY CHRISTMAS!

To DELL (nygel) .. sorry for my shortcomings!! seriously.. i feel that I take your friendship for granted. i promise I’ll make up for it on my next visit there in Phils. sooo, stay the same. I’m thankful I have someone like you in life..

To my SSCL friends merry christmas. congrats ADA top one ka!!! ako naman, top WALA! ehehe. SEY: sorry i didnt make it to your bday. and sorry I always dont get to hang with you guys,.. work kasi e!

to JOHNALBERT MORALES: ur soo funny,.. your one week gone to tagaytay.. and on ur first day away u had to video call.. sorry i missed your call.. hahaha. thanks for the greeting though.
haha, it’s 08 na! another year of being friends, i’m growing old with you.. but you still havent bought me anything for christmas! :p

Bea:!! You too! merry christmas! whatever happens wether I stay or go in the next year, I hope we stay friends parin! hahaha. As long as you don’t delete your friendster. Don’t forger my invite sa kasal nyo ni Adrian. hahaha JOKE!!

Anna Pacson: i got ur greeting on YM! we dont talk as much anymore,.. I hope we can hang out some time wen i visit phils again. miss textin you, actually. LOL.

Hershey: I havent forgotten you.. hehehe. MERRY CHRISTMAS!

TO EVERYONE!! Dont be a hate if you dont find your name.MERRY XMAS to you ALL!

You can reach me by railway, you can reach me by trailway You can reach me on an airplane, you can reach me with your mind You can reach me by caravan, cross the desert like an Arab man I don’t care how you get here, just - get here if you can You can reach me by sail boat, climb a tree and swing rope to rope Take a sled and slide down the slope, into these arms of mine You can jump on a speedy colt, cross the border in a blaze of hope I don’t care how you get here, just - get here if you can There are hills and mountains between us Always something to get over If I had my way, surely you would be closer I need you closer You can windsurf into my life, take me up on a carpet ride You can make it in a big balloon, but you better make it soon You can reach me by caravan, cross the desert like an Arab man I don’t care how you get here, just - get here if you can I don’t care how you get here, just — get here if - you can

Just thought I’d document this time, and put it into writing:

On 0905 later on around about two or so hours from now, I’m going to be attempting another driving test, at the Liverpool RTA Office. As some of you would probably already know, I’ve already failed twice due to unpredictable and unavoidable reasons. I pray today, that I may have the strength from God to overcome those unpredictable and unavoidable hurdles that might come up later on. Bill Gates once said: "Success is a bad teacher, seducing people that they can never lose". If I fail this, I know I won’t cry anymore because crying isnt gonna get me that driving license. [LOL]. Re-book for another test, and keep the fight until it is done. I think I’ve failed one too many times to be depressed about failing again. If I pass, I shall be forever grateful to the Lord Almighty.

Have a good day guys!

"Ad Majorem Dei Gloriam"- For the Greater Glory of God.

I’m having a breakdown right now, OMG! OMG! help!!! help!! It’s 2PM Trial Exams start at 6PM and my driving test is in less than 24 hours from now..

How do you comfort yourself in time like these? hmm, well.. Writing to this blog doesnt seem to be working right now??

ok.. I’m just gonnna think. If I fail my driving test, so what? There’s always a next time.. If I fail my Business Test.. I CANT!! I’m reigning top notch in class at the moment.. IT CANT HAPPEN!! NOOOOOO!!!!

I am soo0ooo not SANE right now. :((

Just like the tittle,.. if this classic blog of mine had a set of oral instruments to express itself it would be saying.. "Well look who’s here"… [lol] It’s been such a long time now since I’ve written for this blog, because I’ve been pre-occupied with my blogspot page [www.carmeloray.blogspot.com] . yes! I’ve actually been betraying this one for another one for the following reasons:

The other one has features where you can put CSS Apps [videos, pictures, etc..] and you can enhance and personalise it better.

Well, looking back at the posts I’ve posted on this page, and the comments I receive in here, it seems like it’s always good to stick to your original one. At blogspot, the only comment I get is from my old best bud Derek and that’s about it.. Yes, I get 5 views/day on that blog from people all over the world.. but hello? Do they leave comments.. NO! Do they actually read my posts.. NO! I bet you they just flick around the pages and drool at all my luvos in there. Such a pitty!

Anywaiz,.. I’m feeling really sad right now, and I’ve been pre-occupying myself with useless things to do, where I dont have to worry and think of anything. Hence, I ended up in this blog and I read the old posts and comments I’ve written. I was so touched reading Seymoure, Noona, and Bea’s comments.. LOL. At least in here, people I KNOW comment .. LOL, although they only commented on 3/10 posts I’ve made.. LOL.. ok, enough on comments. So yeah.. I just thought I’d write here again.. The background seems more "homely" coz it’s black, and the fonts are white, so my posts are more readable..

Some updates..:

As of my last blog, which was when I was yet still in the middle of my HSC ride.. Now, I am on the ending/concluding part of it. My trial exams are starting in like.. 48 hours, and for some reason I just feel so numb about it. I’m not as stressed as I thought I would be. Not as stressed as when I had topic tests before! Which is very weird, mind you!! Also, I am officially assessment free, as I have mentioned on my other blog.. YES! It’s amazing.. No more lame old High School Assignments.. For now, before uni starts. What else?? I noticed how I talked about gym in here, well.. I’ve been going regularly. In the past weeks it’s been with Seymoure and Francis at the Campbelltown club, but nowadays I like my peace and quiet, working out alone at Parramatta.

I’ve developed a new hobby of "escaping the daily grind" at Gloria Jeans inside the Borders bookstore.. hahahah. Yes, there’s no Starbucks so I’m left with no choice. I finished reading the first book that I bought for myself EVER, at that place.. on a nice gloomy winters day!! It was so0o picture perfect. Also, I’m 18 now!! Not that you dont know yet. I recall I used to fuss about how to celebrate it, iin this blog. Well, I was’nt actually able to do so due to my promotion to being a Shift Supervisor for my store during that month. So, instead I worked my ass off during those days. Though, I did have dinner with friend at Sydney Tower, at their buffett level. It was worthwhile, specially having the moon at view just right in front of you!!

Guys,… I hope someone is reading this .. lol. If you are, do leave a comment or two so I know you’re there.

I will still be updating my blogspot so I can post pictures and videos.

Laterz guys!

shetz toh! what do you see me for?

pang number 2?

bench, reserve, sub?!

friend, jokemate, laughing stuff?

I know I’m funny and all.. and I’m fun to be with, pero sana you could have been a bit more thoughtful, at sana hindi ka nakikipaglandi kung tak3n ka na pala!!! shetz kaaaa!!! i’m so0o angry, depressed,.. heartbroken?! no thanX noh! you’re not all that anyway, maraming pang bangus sa dagat! aaaaarrrghhhh… YUK!!! nandidiri ako sa sarili ko,… why did I every know you?! sana mabasa mo to… as if, .. keep in contact with you?! yuk,.. YUK! YUK! YUK! ang landi landi nyo pang dalawa… eEEEEEwwwWWWww.. sana I’ll never see you ever. I DONT WANT TO SEE YOU, HEAR YOU.. and so on and so forth!!!!!!!

p.s. to all my friends,..dont bother knowing who it is,.. dont worry, it’s not you. HINDI SYA TAO!.. well, tao sya a few minutes ago. before I found out. SSSSSSSSSHHHOOOOXXXX!!! makapag shower na nga!!!!

*frowns

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melo.

Life becomes breezier, but with the breeze comes truths I’ve always been searching for. Now I’m slowly finding answers to questions that have been pestering my mind in ages..

The catch is, can I handle all these truths. Can I handle all the hurt, of admitting that there could have never been me and you in the first place? But, how can there not be, when I felt it, I saw it, and I cherished it….? How?

melo… yello.  hahaha. yes! i’ve finally had time to write again..

well, it’s been such a long time huh? let me explain…

i cut off my net connection at home, to do myself some good. i’ve converted my chatting, and friendster time to reading and studying instead hahaha.

i’m barely at home anyway. work is practically taking up every single minute that i dont spend at school,…

speaking of work.. i’ve been promoted!!!!!!!! i havent told a lot of people about it yet, so to those who dont read my blog, you will never find out. on monday, my manager asked me if i’m willing to ‘challenge’ myself, and take up the role as shift supervisor. i thought, why not? i’m not in the positiion to say NO. and, i can always back out if i cant handle it. but……. with God’s help,.. i can.

uuuuuuummmm.. it’s 5 mins. to 9. gotta rush to class now. i’ll continue this later…….

ciao!

melo.

hello every0ne!! melo here….

i havent written in this blog for ages now!!!!!!!! [OMG]. anywaiz, i’ll explain:

1.) Being a HSC student is a pain in the ass! I’m reading three novels right now, and I have to finish reading them by the end of next week! Exams are everywhere, almost every week.. I’m gon faint anytime!

2.) My laptop has collapsed! I wonder why? I think God has taken desperate measures to keep me from staring on that laptop screen instead of studying.

Right now, I’m in everywhere internet at parramatta. Weird? I find it interesting actually. I think it’s better of this way that I use the net in public places, because at least I dont have to spend so much time, and waste time I could be productive with. And, it save me money as well.. I have to save up for that trip at the end of the year! Ohhh I’m so excited, time is flying by so quick! I was thinking, and I realised my birthday is next month already! It feels like it’s still three months from now. I dont really have much to say. I’m so much into reading books now. LOL, watta switch ye.. After this, I’m actually going to borders to buy a book and sit down and read. Though, I’m going to be forced to sit a freaking gloria jean’s because it’s the only one they have inside the bookstore. And, the parramatta starbucks are too busy, to chill in.

Anywaiz, I’m off now.. My time is running down. Can you believe it! It’s not expensive at all to go on the net! hehehehe.

hanginghahaha. Today.. hanging out at SBX with me fil0 bunch round lunchtime, when finally I see my double choc-chip walk in with the familee.. [lol]. of all the moments! aneewaiz,.. so the amazing thing is our seats were so close.. side by side but, and hahhaha! I caught the poor thing staring at me. [lol] again. but……. it’s all infatuation, time will tell what all this really means, or if it even means anything.

I cant be bothered writing anym0re, coz I’ve been itching to watch more of Sad Love Story… Check out my reviews if you wanna noe about it! ..

laterz..

melo.